I totally forgot when her birthday was until yesterday. stupid timehop reminded me due to picture memories. that cut straight through the heart. ouch. didn't think that was going to hurt either. it did. it completely shot bullet through and cut like a knife. so it's today. today just WAS NOT MY FUCKING DAY. gah. … Continue reading the said silver lining
It comes to the point where I hate my job. I really do. But you hit that point also where you become stuck as you cannot do anything for it and need the money. It's a terrible position and a place where the darkest ones furrow deep into when in desperate need. I am in … Continue reading The point of no return
i did it. i have made it over another mountain. gawd i almost feel like i need to play that silly miley cyrus song, "the climb,". don't worry, i won't, but you click that link you will be tortured. [one of her better songs... or her innocent, whatever you feel like leaning to. ANYWAYS: sometimes, … Continue reading you may see a hurdle, but i climbed a motherf***ing mountain.
well. i somehow gained a boyfriend this week. i'm sort of in shock? that's not a bad thing, i promise. it happened so fast, so slow, so natural, so UNnatural.... i'm not so sure what i think yet. but here i am, beginning of july, with a boyfriend. something i didn't think i was going … Continue reading oh dear, oh dear.
Have you ever had that moment where you're seeing the other person, several times, think.. think.. think.... about kissing you, but doesn't? The wheels are turning and they're working up the courage to do so, but last minute, changes their mind? And you're sending them all the ounces and grams (and stars you wished upon) … Continue reading Patience, padawan.
i walked by the store and i couldn't help but glance it wasn't going to help me any better it wasn't going to make me feel any greater but i still got the shivers and i still looked over and my heart turned cold and my eyes bolted away yet turned twice over just to … Continue reading upwards bound